"I Really Don't Think So"
[Music || Lene Marlin, "Where I'm Headed"]
Sometimes, I wonder... can't I just be alone? Why does everything gotta be a love thing? Are we so dependent on a significant other so we can get through a lonely night?

It's not worth it. At least, I don't think so. I think love is just a pitiful thing which will result into nothing good. Why must our society coerce each and every one of us to give it up to the first living thing we see?

Sometimes, I bite back seeing how I lose my friends to relationships. It's that selfish part of myself, scared to see them go.

The thing is, I'm not looking. And that's hard to explain to so many who have asked... I'm just not interested because I've seen what it's done to people.

Love sick? Spare me.

"Girly Blog"
[Music || Michelle Branch, "Til I Get Over You"]
In honor of spring, I made my blog blossom into a girly pastel. I originally made the Angela Ammons header for fun, not for this blog.

I saw some new nifty layouts, but I'm not sure how to put them on with the blog stuff in the center. I'll have to talk to Winnie about it. :-)

It's funky, freshy, and girly and I like it!

FDF7FB

"From Spring Break To Over"
[Music || Dream, "It Could Happen"]
So what happened? I went home and I met everybody back again.. almost. I hope to see you next time Helen... please let the scheduling gods above align our stars together. I truly miss you. For all the great times from CPK to Sephora ("Sexy girls have dessert.") to the nasty BJs to Pink's hot dogs to Big Lots earrings to the $200 haircut to "Dogville"... memories!

Now it's back to school again. Books I don't want to read and essays I don't want to write. But I must.

On a different note, today I had my hair Nair-ed in Z's room. It didn't effectively worked, but at least it stopped some of the itching. I will be looking for a better remedy this weekend at Target.

I want to be smooth. Smooth like a baby!

"People from LA are rude, but in a good way. I'm rude like that."

"Tired"
[Music || Avril Lavigne, "My World"]
So I'm back from a stress-less spring break today... and I'm tired. Now I have colossal amount of work I don't want to do.

I'm too tired to write about anything although I have much I want to put down. Maybe some other time.

Sometimes I question the decisions I make. I guess there really is no right or wrong decisions in life, that's not what living's about. I just have to be. Or whatever.