"Older Than My Years"
[Music Lindsay Lohan, "Over"]
Honestly, I wished I was born a couple years older. I feel that I'm older than my years and if I was, I would be more freed to do certain things. I feel like I'm being held back when all I really want to do is ask you to tell me if it's over.

Am I really being fooled with what I feel? Sometimes life is so unfair with how things turn out. Is it possible someone you connect with can be so far away yet so close? Why California, oh why?

I feel cold. I wish that any second now, I will be warmed.
Yes, I like to touch, you know I like to taste...
But without you it's never quite the same.

"Fragile (Free)"
[Music Maria Mena, "White Turns Blue" album]

I finally got my Maria Mena CD! It's about time. It's been like over a month or something. Anyway, I'm letting it marinate right now. My favorite song so far is "Blame It On Me" and "Just A Little Bit."

Thanksgiving was actually very good. I made the Tofurky meal which turned out better than I expected. I also got to hang out with friends and eat with them. Thanks for the fun times.

I am exhausted right now. I wished I wrote in this journal more but for some reason, I don't feel very compelled to nowadays.

I feel restrained. Happy holidays everyone!