Not Motivated
Every school year is the same for me. I take on too much for reasons I don't know. Then I go through the motions. This year, as I'm nearing graduation, I feel even less motivated. Where is that boy who use to study like mad during freshman year? He had a goal and he devoted 110%. Today, I am a faker, a slacker, and a tired everyboy. I've sunk to new lows where I'm just here...
I think the reason is... I don't know what I want now. Nor will I know when school is over. What will happen?
Every school year is the same for me. I take on too much for reasons I don't know. Then I go through the motions. This year, as I'm nearing graduation, I feel even less motivated. Where is that boy who use to study like mad during freshman year? He had a goal and he devoted 110%. Today, I am a faker, a slacker, and a tired everyboy. I've sunk to new lows where I'm just here...
I think the reason is... I don't know what I want now. Nor will I know when school is over. What will happen?