Not Motivated
Every school year is the same for me. I take on too much for reasons I don't know. Then I go through the motions. This year, as I'm nearing graduation, I feel even less motivated. Where is that boy who use to study like mad during freshman year? He had a goal and he devoted 110%. Today, I am a faker, a slacker, and a tired everyboy. I've sunk to new lows where I'm just here...
I think the reason is... I don't know what I want now. Nor will I know when school is over. What will happen?
Every school year is the same for me. I take on too much for reasons I don't know. Then I go through the motions. This year, as I'm nearing graduation, I feel even less motivated. Where is that boy who use to study like mad during freshman year? He had a goal and he devoted 110%. Today, I am a faker, a slacker, and a tired everyboy. I've sunk to new lows where I'm just here...
I think the reason is... I don't know what I want now. Nor will I know when school is over. What will happen?
2 Comments:
At 10/02/2005 10:56 PM,
Anonymous said…
Yeah its always difficult to get back into the mode for school and thinking, unfortunately for me, I have been lazy for much longer than I should have and im slowly digging myself out... bah
-Albert
At 10/09/2005 9:48 PM,
= Christine = said…
Life has its ups and downs. It will eventually pass.
Just make sure u dun stay at the lows for too long.
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