Ok, like I'm listening to Rebecca Lynn Howard (who I am still confused with Kellie Coffey) "Forgive," and it's just such an emotional song. I don't know why, she could be singing about anything but when I hear it, it's really good. I think it's the arrangement.

Part of me doesn't want to think this way, but honestly.. I feel that some of the things I've done in high school were not the wisest. Some of my choices weren't the greatest, but that's part of being human. It's just that there were so many times I could've taken the easy road, but I didn't. I stuck in there and I fought to breathe. I fell but at least I held on and stayed strong. Now all of that doesn't matter. I swear, someday the damn college system will change and I'll be there to adhere it.

Although, if you asked me to think, probably many people are like me. They've done their best too and took risk and took an extra step. If I was asked, "Well, who would you replace?," I probably won't know anyone who I'll pull out. And all those people who cheat their way to the top, it'll probably come back and bite them in the arse.

I know that I will do fine and as long as I'm happy with that, I should be happy. Instead of the easy steps, I challenged myself and ran the extra mile. So now I ask, "forgive, it's a mighty big word for such a small word..."

Ok the line has nothing to do with what I'm feeling, but it's the way it sounds that matters.