"Faces"
[Music || Lene Marlin, "Another Day" album]
I went to Target yesterday. Today took a lazy afternoon nap. It was warm.

I bought a cushion for my chair and colorful underwear. I emailed Helen this morning. I wished I could've talked longer to her last night.

I miss my bed.

P.S. Since a "Playlist" is too hard to update since I change it constantly, there's no point to keep it up. I'm going to just put a plug for a song I like at the moment. This way, it's easier to reach out to anyone who's reading and hopefully persuade them to click it.

"Asstronomy"
[Music || k.d. lang, "Anywhere But Here" + soundtrack songs]
Is it wrong to hate my professor who doesn't teach? Is it wrong to really hate him because of how condscendingly he talks to you when you pose a question? Is it wrong to really hate his fcuking guts cos he's a bastard who always has to be right? Well, I think it is. I was so fcuking angry when I failed the test I studied like hell for. It made me so mad because I put my effort into it and I failed. It's not fair because I understood it and made clumsy errors. And there's only one more exam and then the final. How am I going to survive?

After dinner, I strolled to dorm. Observing the snow white, almost majestic, mist... I thought to myself, "Why didn't I know how it was going to be once I moved over?" Evidently, I thought it was going to be a quiet atmosphere, but really it's high school all over again except there's not as much social pressure. All my life, I value my solitude a great deal. Here I am, in this great place with my independence, and I'm surrounded by the same people I was with in high school. I have come to discover dorming is not for me. It is a wonderful experience, but I would rather much love a place of peace and quiet.

Home was hectic, but at least I had my own room. What my heart contents is maybe in two years, I'll have a place of my own and having the time of my life.

Yesterday some people tried to sympathize with me, but I didn't need it. I am having fun being me and I don't need to explain myself to them.

Thinking about it now, I am happy and grateful I made this move. If I hadn't, I wouldn't have found this out about myself.

"My Matador Mail"
[Music || Delta Goodrem, "Lost Without You"]
I did not know Elizabeth Seztak is no longer SGHS's Dean! I learn something new everytime I receive an almost month-old Matador.

I love the layout and the news was actually very interesting. A big hoopla over a $0.25 increase for school food! The Entertainment page is very lively! Love it. Keep up the good work y'all.

Speaking of work, I went along with my tentative plan and failed to do my Stat homework. Also, I turned in a half-ass "Trifles" essay which I spent a whole day completing.

"The Plan"
If you don't take the chance and apply, you might live your whole life wondering "What if? What if?"

This is my tentative plan.

1. Study like hell for Astronomy tonight. Probably get a "C" or "D" on the exam.
2. Do a half-ass job on "Trifles" tomorrow for peer-editing.
3. Probably not do Stat homework.
4. Half-ass studying for Beca on Tuesday. Get a "C" or "D" on that.
5. Turn in a better than half-ass "Trifles" on Thursday.
6. Do well on Revision essay.

No regrets!