I loved your memo, btw...

''It's not a memo, it's a mission statement.''

Friday, October 28, 2005

"Album of My Year"
[Music Lene Marlin - "Wish I Could"]
Surprisingly, I may have bought enough albums this year to create a "Top 10" chart!

Here are those in the running:
Faith Hill - "Fireflies"
Ziv - "Fearless: Acoustic Sessions"
Ziv - "Ziv"
Lene Marlin - "Lost In A Moment"
Natasha Bedingfield - "Unwritten"
Mariah Carey - "The Emancipation of Mimi"
Ashlee Simpson - "I Am Me"
Kaci Brown - "Instigator"
Robbie Williams - "Intensive Care"

Perhaps:
Rachel Stevens - "Come & Get It"
"Rampage"
[Music Lene Marlin - "What If"]
I should've never doubted you, Lene. Your third album is just as amazing and inspiring.

"Playing My Game" helped me through high school.
"Another Day" comforted me during my first year of college alienation.

Now "Lost In A Moment" is a bandage for the scars of loss.

I am on a rampage lately. Maybe this is me raising my voice. I can't be too nice, right? I need to hear myself.

Here's to the future...

Sunday, October 23, 2005

"How I Use To Achieve An Anorexic Frame"
[Music None]
When I feel down, I don't eat. I can feel the hunger, but I'm not hungry. I feel whatever I swallow down won't help. I get angry. I feel sad. I am disgusted. I feel a lump in my throat. I feel tired and fatigued, but I don't eat. Nothing looks good, nothing will taste good.

Many times, after I finally do eat, I feel much better. But until then, I'm not hungry.

I hear my stomach growling... I want to go sleep.