"Awkward Moments"
[Music Charlotte Church, "Even God Can't Change The Past"]

I hate awkward moments with people. Maybe that's why I try to avoid them as much as possible. I don't know why I'm not born with some mad people-skillz.

Anyway, that's beside the point. I am finding it difficult to write a "Ghost Whisperer" spec script. Maybe because I know I'm going to BS it if I wait it out. I want it to be good though. I'm basing a lot of it on my life.

It questions... what if my character died. He would want to forgive someone but only after knowing she feels some guilt. Is that bizarre? He won't hold grudges after death. However, it is stupid if he was alive and tried to mend a friendship. It's not really his decision. It's hers.

Another side note. I hate pretentious MySpace blogs. It's so annoying. But I can't help reading em. It's like they try so damn hard to sound cool and quirky. What they end up with is an "inside joke" blog that is very loser-ish. I really like Elyse Sewell's Live Journal because she is pretentious but she knows what the hell she's talking about. Plus, she can write well.

I'm excited to go home.