"Confessions"
[Music Charlotte Church, "Confessional Song"]

There are times I yearn to disappear. I don't think I am really relevant. If I take off, it's not a big deal. However, there are a few people who would make a big commotion of this. My family/relatives would keep talking about it like the event of a century. Then, there are friends who will pretend it's something huge because it's the "natural" way to react.

I honestly don't know why I can't just disappear. It's not like I ever asked to be born. I love that last line from one of those V.C. Andrews books.

When I look into the future, which we have to for our stupid class assignments, I don't see myself. It's like I am a void. Does it make me happy? I'm not sure... I just know I won't exist.